These days I feel like I don't have much. Not really zero balance, but getting there.
It really does feel like my net worth is five loaves and two fishes.
Remembering how Jesus fed a multitude:
He said to Philip, “Where shall we buy bread, that these may eat?”
Philip answered Him, “Two hundred denarii worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may have a little.”
So Philip was the math whiz. Knowing more is not always a good thing, because in this case, he knew how much they did not have.
But our Lord knows more, and can do more.
But this Jesus said to test Philip, for He Himself knew what He would do.
So He fed five thousand men, plus women and children. He provided so much food that twelve baskets of leftovers were collected after.
I've heard this story many times that I need to let that sink in again.
Darn you, math skills. Not that math is bad, but our skills in the natural sciences may make it more difficult to trust in the supernatural. (Quick countermeasure: remembering the tangible goodness and greatness of God.)
It's not about what we have, but what we do with what we have.
It's not about what we have, but what we give.
The boy with the loaves and fishes obviously just had enough for himself. But he chose to give it to Jesus.
Jesus could have raised his eyebrows in contempt, or his voice in frustration. But Jesus chose to raise his eyes to heaven, and give thanks.
Jesus then gave the bread to the disciples, who could have eaten the food immediately. They could have insisted on their VIP rights, or said "we must be strong to serve you." But they chose to give it away.
Don't have much? Yes, that could be true. It's totally understandable if we choose to keep what little we have to ourselves.
But we could still give it to Jesus, give thanks, and give it away...
And watch the miracle happen. ♥
“Truly, I say to you, this poor widow has put in more than all those who are contributing to the offering box. For they all contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on.”
“If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul?"
Scriptures taken from: John 6:5-7, Mark 12:43-44, and Matthew 16:24-26
The week after I wrote this, the miracle!
So we can give more. And love God more by loving others more, financially and otherwise.
Thank You Lord. People say we can never outgive God. If you don't believe that, feel free to try ;) (Everybody wins!)