Amazing because nobody, especially myself, would expect it. Amazing, too, because just the night before i wrote this down, i thought i was most wretched, even worse than i have ever been...
But that's exactly what grace is. God delights to show His goodness by loving the most undeserved. God delights to show His wisdom by teaching the most hard-headed and slow-witted. So that all men will be drawn to Him.
Isaiah boldly says,
"I was found by those who did not seek Me;
I revealed Myself to those who did not ask for Me."
--- Isaiah 65:1; Romans 10:20